About Her

if someone ever asked me who kiki is, honestly i don't think i'd know how to explain it properly. she's not just my girlfriend, she's become such a huge part of my life that it's hard to remember what things felt like before her. she's the person i look forward to talking to, the person i wanna tell things to first, the person whose name popping up on my screen can somehow make my entire mood better.

she's funny, she's stubborn as hell sometimes, she's sweet without even realizing it, and she has this way of making even the most random and boring moments feel special. i love all the little things about her — the way she talks, the way she laughs, the stupid jokes, the random conversations, the late night calls, the little "i love yous", even those moments where we're both doing absolutely nothing but still don't wanna hang up.

she's in czechia and i'm in india, and yeah, sometimes i fucking hate how much distance there is between us. i'd give anything to replace those miles with a door i could just walk through and see her on the other side. but somehow, even with all that distance, she still feels so close to me.

i don't love her because she fits some perfect description. i love her because she's kiki. there's only one her. and if she ever wonders why i've made all these websites, saved all these memories, written all these words — it's really simple. she matters to me. a lot.

these pages aren't the end of our story. they're barely even the beginning.